I would appreciate prayer

[actsup2]

The 17th of this month will be 3 months that I work my last day. Every day I am online looking for work - either work I can do at home or a regular job. I know everything is in God's timing. I know I will have some type of job when God is ready for me to. I feel like I'm suppose to be learning something while I'm unemployed. It's been very difficult. To put it very boldly - my home life sucks. My husband, of almost a year, and I fight all the time, his 15 yr old son is a terror (he lies and steals and destroyes everything in his path, glutonizes our food, along with showing me great amounts of disrespect and I have a soon to be 21 yr old that is back in college and having a had time finding a job) My husband works for Walmart making $8.70 an hour - which is nothing for a home of 4 people. I use to make the money that supported the house. I can't take just any job because my unemployment actually pays the house payment right now.
I have so much stress and depression overwhelming me that I feel sick to my stomach most days and I'm so depressed that I just sit here looking for work, gaining weight, feeling to tired to move and basically am friendless now. I know I sound like one big pitty party - but I'm just so very tired. I know we are better off than many other out there. I'm trying not to be so self centered - but it's hard. I just want to feel God's presence, I want to hear something from Him. To add to the stress, my only brother killed himself a month ago. I have a lot of guilt over that. Mainly because we hadn't spoken in 2 yrs. I just need some peace.
Sorry for going on and on - please, if someone, anyone could pray for me. It would be greatly appreciated.
Thank you

[Laura B]

Hi actsup2 - I'm so sorry you're having a tough time. You have a lot on your plate.

As for the job situation, you might consider affiliate marketing while you're on unemployment, since you said you feel you should be learning something. It takes a while to start making really good money with AM, but it's definitely doable. Plus it's very enjoyable.

If you have any questions, I'd be glad to answer them. I'll be thinking about you and rooting for you!

[sad1ie]

Hello. You know there is nothing more powerful than the power 0f prayer. I will be praying for you. I suggest speaking God's word to your problems daily. "God supplies all of my needs according to His riches in glory by and through Christ Jesus!" God bless you! Hang in there!

[beautifulsoul]

Sending my love and prayers your way.

[Diane622]

Hi ActsUp,

It's amazing how sometimes we just feel like everything is happening at once. If I could offer a few words, I would say to remember that we never receive more than we can handle. It will get better soon and you'll come out stronger for this. I know that seems hard to believe right now, but when you're down there's only up to go from there. Everyone who reads this will be sending you good thoughts whether they reply or not and I know that will help.. Try to have a good day.

Diane

[michie21]

I will surely pray for your peace of mind...never lose hope..God is with us everyday

[momofthreekids3]

Originally Posted by actsup2

The 17th of this month will be 3 months that I work my last day. Every day I am online looking for work - either work I can do at home or a regular job. I know everything is in God's timing. I know I will have some type of job when God is ready for me to. I feel like I'm suppose to be learning something while I'm unemployed. It's been very difficult. To put it very boldly - my home life sucks. My husband, of almost a year, and I fight all the time, his 15 yr old son is a terror (he lies and steals and destroyes everything in his path, glutonizes our food, along with showing me great amounts of disrespect and I have a soon to be 21 yr old that is back in college and having a had time finding a job) My husband works for Walmart making $8.70 an hour - which is nothing for a home of 4 people. I use to make the money that supported the house. I can't take just any job because my unemployment actually pays the house payment right now.
I have so much stress and depression overwhelming me that I feel sick to my stomach most days and I'm so depressed that I just sit here looking for work, gaining weight, feeling to tired to move and basically am friendless now. I know I sound like one big pitty party - but I'm just so very tired. I know we are better off than many other out there. I'm trying not to be so self centered - but it's hard. I just want to feel God's presence, I want to hear something from Him. To add to the stress, my only brother killed himself a month ago. I have a lot of guilt over that. Mainly because we hadn't spoken in 2 yrs. I just need some peace.
Sorry for going on and on - please, if someone, anyone could pray for me. It would be greatly appreciated.
Thank you

I'm sening cyber hugs))))))your way..please know..you are not alone..pm me if you need a shoulder

[actsup2]

I just wanted to tell everyone thank you! Thank you so much for your thoughts and prayers. They are so appreciated. I know everything is in God's hands and I feel extremely blessed to have sisters in Christ - those that don't need to know me or be related to me in order to care and pray. I'm very lucky.
My God bless each of you daily.
Aj

[IGotThePower]

Praying for you, AJ

Loving God, meet us in our fear and hear our prayer.
Be a tower of strength amidst the shifting sands, and a light in the darkness.
Help us receive your gift of peace and fix our hearts where true joys are to be found,

We pray for the many who are trapped by growing burdens of debt, who see no way out, and who despair for their future.

Give them courage to tackle the problems they face, clarity in making decisions which will turn their situation around, and faith that, as they cry to you in their trouble, you will deliver them from their distress.

Through Jesus Christ our Lord. Amen.
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Scriptures:

In Jeremiah 4:3 we read break up your fallow ground and sow. And Psalm 126:6 we read he that goeth forth and weepeth, bearing precious seeds shall doubtless come again with rejoicing bringing his shelves with him.

In other words, We Reap What We Sow

By this, God is telling us that if we need help in finances, we must go out and help other people financially and God will reward us financially.

But how can we help others with money if we don't have money?
Is very simple, we can do things like baby sit someone for free, wash someone's car for free, invite someone to come eat at your house, mow someone's lawn for free..etc.. after we do this, God will lead us to where He wants us to go to reap what we sow. It may be the job interview you've been dreaming of, or maybe a huge promotion or a work from home.

If we need peace, plant a seed by speaking the word of God to someone that you think needs God in their life.. Talk to people about God.
And God will reward you with peace.

If you have family problems and need God in your home, ... find families requesting prayers and PRAY FOR THEM (this is very powerful) And God will come into your home and you WILL feel His presence.

If we're lonely and need friends, volunteer your time at retirement homes and make someone happy by visiting them and spending time with them.
And God will put godly friends in your path.

We must first plant seeds to see God's blessings / plans come to pass in our lives.

Hope this helps.

Love,
Your sister in Christ.
Ms. B

[hinadimon]

obviously i will pray for you because you are demanding pray for absolutly right thing.