Today is the longtime anniversary of the last time any man hit me.. split my head open actually. All those years long gone..and yet I feel a need for a kind ear and shoulder today.. the fear NEVER leaves.. my abuser is now dead.. but the fear never leaves.. the hurt never leaves.. that is why I came seeking this out.. you would think I would be OFFERING help ..rather than seeking it after all these years...and it amazes me that even in this so called enlightened age.. women are still very cruel to those of us who have been victimized.
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