Hi Beautifulsoul,..Lovely username btw, must be a testiment to what lies within you
I am so glad that you brought up this line of prayer. Clarity is one area for myself that I have been praying about a lot lately along with the other things you mentioned. I know first hand how you are feeling because we are sharing the same thoughts...funny how the Lord works to bring like-minded people together!
I believe He does this so that we may lean on each other and find the strength we need to carry on. Rest assured you are not alone and that many prayers are going up for you even as I type this reply.
It is not always easy to see the plan that God has laid out for us. But by having faith we can feel confident that He indeed knows for sure what is best for us even when we don't.
I read through this section daily and even though I don't always post a reply I do pray for you and others including myself that are struggling to figure things out.
I feel completely blessed to have found this forum and especially this section. Hang in there and know that He is working for your greater good.
Blessings,
Christine